Life seems to be all about change . . . . how we change and grow as people, the situations we find ourselves in, even the people we know.
When a loved one is lost, well, it's the most horrible of changes, and it tears at our hearts, but it is a sadly inevitable fact in our lives, and perhaps in time it leads us to be gentler with those we still have around us to love, and helps us appreciate that every day with loved ones is a treasure.
Sometimes we lose someone because they don't want us in their circle of friends anymore, and then despite the hurt, we have to say "Thank you God, you know best", then cowgirl up and get on with all the wonderful things in life. And there are SO many wonderful things! Change can be a wonderful thing if we let it.
Over the years I've seen how my art work has changed. In the beginning, I was always in a hurry. 'Get it done, get on with the next thing!!' Now I take my time, savouring every brush of paint I put on the paper. I used to experiment with different mediums, different realistic styles, but now I've settled confidently into watercolours and into graphite as my favourite mediums and into a style that people tell me is recognizable as a Heather Anderson painting. There will always be a brief foray into acrylic and ink, but they are not my mediums and I know it.
Maybe my biggest change has been my subject. For years, I painted almost exclusively horses because I simply, flat out, loved everything about them. Oh, I painted lots of dog commissions and set up at lots of dog shows with paintings of many breeds, but my imagination was filled with horses.
A funny thing happened as the years went by . . . more and more, I wanted to paint dogs, the loyal companions that sat beside me every day and snoozed beside our bed at night, sharing my joys and quietly offering the support of a damp tongue and a warm furry shoulder in my sorrows. I've always loved them, I've had a dog since I was a teen, and their warm, loving presence finally overtook my desire to paint horses. Dogs are now my main subject with a little room now and then for some cats and horses, and I'm happier with my painting than I've ever been.
Change can be difficult, painful at times, and it can catch you by surprise and be a huge challenge. But it can also lead you to a wonderful place where things are better than you ever thought they could be.